One of my blog goals is to share Gospel-centered and practical resources for my readers. Resources that encourage my own heart. Resources that point my heart to the Gospel. Resources that challenge my thinking. Resources that promote greater spiritual growth in my life. Resources that help me make wise decisions.
Several months ago, I was introduced to Risen Motherhood with Emily and Laura. I love listening to their podcast, using their resources, and reading their blog. Motherhood is not for the faint of heart! As a mom to 5 children, I am in constant need of Gospel truths to guide, encourage, motivate, and convict my own heart. Each time I listen to a RM podcast, I find that my spirit is lifted and my love for motherhood is renewed! I find such hope in the Gospel!
Recently, RM featured a series on “Freedom in Education.” These podcasts and blog posts are a MUST LISTEN/READ for parents! Making wise educational choices for our children require that we be well-informed, prayerful, aware of individual needs of our children, and mindful of our current season of life.
Educational choices for my children are in constant review in my home. Currently, I have all 5 children (K5-9th grade) enrolled in our local public school. However, we have experienced both Christian private school and homeschool in past seasons of life. In my years of parenting school-age children, I have found such freedom in the Gospel for our family choices of education. I have also experienced God’s faithfulness with each prayerful educational choice.
Fellow moms, I encourage you to check out these awesome resources, explore the RM blog, and faithfully listen to the RM podcast. Your heart will be blessed and encouraged in so many ways. Most of all, your heart will always be directed to the truths and hope found in the Gospel of Jesus Christ!
From time to time, I will have people ask me for devotional book and Bible recommendations for children. There are MANY good devotional books for children and teens! These recommendations are some books and Bibles we have personally used in our family:
A few weeks ago, I wrote a post expressing my heart’s desire for my children to treasure Jesus. I’ve definitely been pondering on my own thoughts in recent days.
Just this week, I was challenged and encouraged with these words from Marshall Segall. . .
“We are not called to execute a complicated series of steps that secures a certain outcome in our child’s heart. As burdensome and impossible as that parenting technique seems, our flesh foolishly prefers it to trusting Someone else with our kids. No, success in parenting is not found in meticulously performing a process. Real success in parenting is taking today’s step in steadfast obedience to God’s word, by prayerful dependence on God’s strength, with open-handed faith in God’s plan — always relinquishing the short-term and long-term (even eternal) results to God’s will.”
Marshall says, “We all love the idea of open-handed faith in God’s plan — until it means our children might not believe in him. The irony in that tension is subtle, but thick. Do I trust God enough to let him decide what my child believes about God? As a father, if I’m honest, that feels even more intimidating than being tortured or martyred for my faith somewhere in the Middle East.
But if we are willing to trust God with our children’s futures, we can focus on parenting faithfully today, while pleading with him to move in their hearts and lead them to himself.”
Last week, I had the sweet privilege to visit a new friend of mine. She has two young boys and shared with me her current struggles/prayer concerns about educational choices for her oldest. We discussed different options of education, challenges in parenting a strong-willed child, and embracing motherhood in its various seasons.
Later that same day, I was talking with another recently married friend who desires to have a family in the future. I found myself sharing with her from my own motherhood journey and encouraging her heart to embrace the struggles and joys that will come from being a mom.
I have been a mom now for almost 15 years, and am graciously blessed to parent 5 amazing children! Currently, I am parenting a busy freshman in high school, a middle school girl with changing hormones, a spunky 8 year old, and 2 munchkins learning to read and write in kindergarten.
At times it’s easy to become overwhelmed with the daily responsibilities of motherhood. At times it’s frustrating. At times I feel pulled in so many different directions. At times I fail miserably and lose my cool. At times I cry and laugh multiple times in just an hour. At times I wonder what in the world God is doing in all of our lives! At ALL times, I’m desperate for Jesus to fill us with His grace and love.
As a new mom, I can remember all the goals and desires I had for my children. I think of the goals and expectations I had set for myself as a mom . . . and prided myself on. In those early days of parenting, I could never have known how God would strip me of selfish desires, expose my “perfectionism” and performance mentality, reveal pride, and lead me to a humble dependence in Him alone. In His grace, He continues to change my heart as a parent and bring new focus on His heart for my children.
Just this morning I saw a FB article written by a recently widowed acquaintance. She lost her husband to cancer within this last month and has suddenly found herself on the grief road. Her grief is very real and consuming. Her days feel foggy and all out-of-sorts. She is struggling with new feelings, thoughts, and heartbreaks.
I know from my own experience that grief can suck the wind from your lungs. Grief paralyzes you. Grief makes everything 10x’s harder to do. Grief robs you of sleep. Grief steals much joy and happiness from your everyday life. Grief is just.so.very.hard!
The Lord brought to my heart and mind a few ideas for ways to extend love and grace to a grieving heart. Perhaps you know someone right now who is walking along the grief road. It may be your spouse, your child, another relative, a church member, or friend who needs your love and encouragement to press on and keep walking on this incredible challenging journey! Continue reading Love and Grace for a Grieving Heart→
I am confident that God is writing my story . . . and it’s a beautiful one.
Today marks your 4th birthday spent with Jesus. Still seems impossible this could be true . . . but it is. I can’t even begin to imagine how awesome your days must be-no pain, no anxiety, no fear, no heartbreaks. Just sheer joy in the presence of your Savior. Continue reading It’s Your Birthday→
Recently, our family began watching some old home videos that we had converted from old videotapes into DVD’s. The first one that popped onto the screen was the birth of our firstborn son. He was born 13 years ago! Since then, we have added 4 more children into the family. But there will always be something very special about his birth!
As I began watching the nurses bathe him, wrap him into a soft blanket, and place him into my arms, my heart was overwhelmed with feelings of gratitude, joy, and humility. I so vividly remember that mixture of emotions I felt as I nursed him for the first time. The weight of responsibility that I held in my heart to mother him in the ways of the Lord. The anxieties that I wouldn’t know what to do for him. The joys that came from embracing him in my arms.
My mind began to churn as I realized how little I knew 13 years ago and how much I’ve grown in these 13 years of motherhood. I’m so thankful for the growth in grace, the Gospel, and humility that God has faithfully worked within my heart. Looking back, I now share this wisdom to my “young mom” friends. This list is by no means exhaustive, but rather a few suggestions that surface to the top:
Be in the Word. Motherhood is a constant reminder of how much I need God. I need His wisdom and His truth to fill my heart and mind on a daily basis. The greatest gift I can give to my children is a mom who knows the Word of God and lives by it! As a mom of a newborn and young kids, it can be more challenging to find time for reading the Word of God. But it is possible and very important! Structure your day to allow for time in His Word. Let other things “slide” but don’t neglect reading your Bible. So much strength is given to us as we allow God’s Word to penetrate our hearts each day!
Pray constantly. Take every need of your heart to Jesus. He cares so intimately for us. Learn to talk with Him about every detail of your life. Run to Him when you need wisdom. Pray as you are nursing. (Keep your prayer journal with you and use that time to pray.) Go to God first before asking your FB mom friends for advice. Learn to lean heavily on the Lord and His wisdom. He never disappoints!
Spend time with God’s people. Do not neglect being involved in your local body of believers. I am so grateful for the support and strength I receive from the people of my church. I know that it takes A LOT of extra planning and effort to get out of the house and into church with little people. But God always uses His people to infuse my life with wisdom, love, friendship and laughter!
Find a mentor. This is HUGE! My mom was a mentor for me as I began the parenting journey. She encouraged my heart in the Lord in numerous ways as a young mom. I went to her for advice and wisdom in many areas of life. But I also have chosen a few other ladies who have walked the journey of parenting and are farther along in their experience to be a mentor to me. I am so thankful for the mentors that God has given to me. I value their wisdom, encouragement, and joy in the Lord. In January of this year, I began weekly mentoring three young moms in my church. They bring their little ones to my house and meet for accountability, intentional discipleship, fellowship and prayer. It has been such a blessing to pour into their lives some of the truths that God has been gracious to teach me and watch them grow in their wisdom as moms.
Join a mom’s Bible study. I had the opportunity to attend a Monday morning mom’s Bible study at our local church when my oldest three were young. I cherish those times spent in the Word, fellowship, and prayer with other moms like me and also moms with more experience and wisdom. I grew so much as a believer and mom during that period in my life as I engaged in studying the Word of God. I also needed that weekly time of encouragement with my friends.
Develop a flexible routine with your little ones. I’ll admit that I was a strict “Babywise” mom with my first two children. My personality thrives on organization, schedules and predictability. I feel that most people do life much better with a routine . . . babies and young children included. However, I think the key to routine is being flexible. Have a goal in mind or a schedule for the day but don’t be too attached to it that your day gets ruined if something goes awry! Babies are not robots. They will not always follow “textbook.” Some days they will want to eat sooner than every 3 hours. Bedtime may not always be at 7 p.m. So learn to “roll” with the days that end up being “off” the routine. And always value people more than your child’s schedule.
Be a reader. It has been a goal of mine since having children to always be reading a marriage book rotated with a parenting book. Of course, there have been seasons of life when I failed to do a good job with this. But overall, I have grown so much as a wife and a mom by reading good Christian literature. To this day, I still continue this practice and continue to learn from the wisdom of God’s people. I make time for what is important to me . . . and reading is one of those things that I schedule into my day.
Adore your husband. . .and make sure he knows it. Having a new baby or young children in your house definitely places higher demands on mommy for her time, energy, and patience. It is very easy to get swallowed up with caring for these little ones that you neglect to save any energy and time for your husband. However, when a young mom feels she must tend to every little need of the baby and places such a high priority on the needs of the child rather than the needs of her husband, she is asking for trouble in her marriage. I encourage young moms to go on regular dates with just your husband. . .get a sitter. Put your little ones to bed at a regular scheduled time each evening (long before 10 pm) so you have some alone time to spend with him. Save energy and make time for sex with him. Wear his favorite outfits and perfume. Make his favorite foods for dinner. Seek his wisdom and advice in child-rearing rather than telling him what you read on Facebook. Allow him to lead your family and make decisions for all of you. Do things with your husband that he enjoys. Express your thankfulness for him often. Be affectionate with him. Be very intentional to make sure he knows that he is still #1 with you!
Identify your season of life and be content in it. Life changes with a pregnancy. Normal physical activities may become challenging as your body grows to nourish a new life. Your body changes with the birth of an infant. Marital intimacy becomes challenging with the addition of a nursing newborn and a toddler under your roof. Having young children may limit your interactions with other families that you once used to socialize with on a frequent basis. Adopting a child into your family may mean you need to limit your service at church for a time in order to “attach” with your newest member of the family. It so easy to become discontent with the season of life we may find ourselves in. We may desire to sleep more, spend extended time with friends, serve in a ministry at church, or simply enjoy intimacy with our spouse without someone sticking little hands under the bedroom door. But I’ve realized that my life is an ebb and flow of different seasons. And God ordains each one and gives grace to walk in it with contentment. Don’t wish away your present season but seek to enjoy it and grow in it!
Be relational, not virtual. I am so grateful that I did not have the distractions of social media such as Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram when I began parenting 13 years ago. Don’t get me wrong. I certainly enjoy social media and have gratitude for it. But I struggle presently to put aside my phone and engage face to face with my children! Social media is so enticing and can draw us into hours of mindless distraction. I have to constantly evaluate my time spent on social media and make adjustments. Also, I’ve found that so many young moms seek advice, counsel, and affirmation from online FB groups or a Twitter feed rather than learning and growing from the experience and friendship of a trusted mentor in their own church, family, or community. Our society is quickly becoming virtual rather than relational. I believe there is a real danger when we cease to engage in community with those closest to us and turn to social media and internet resources as a replacement for trusted mentors with experience and wisdom. Seek to do life with people closest to you . . . find a “real life” mentor and group of ladies to encourage your heart. Put down your phone or tablet and engage with the ones you love the most!
Allow others to love on you and your children. Accept help from the older lady in your church who offers to hold your infant so you can visit with a friend at the lady’s fellowship. Let the teenager tickle your baby’s feet and nose. Give Grandma or Aunt Susie a chance to rock your baby to sleep when they visit. Take the opportunity to have a date with your spouse when an older couple offers to watch your little ones. Let Great-grandma sing and read to your baby even if it delays a nap. Make others feel welcome to love on you or your children. It’s amazing how much we can experience the love of God through the love of others!
Rehearse the truths of the Gospel daily. As I reflect on the grace God gives to me daily, I am able to give grace to others in my life. As I meditate on the extravagant love of my Savior, I am called to deeply love the individuals in my own life. When I allow my thoughts to dwell on God’s forgiveness, I am able to extend forgiveness to my children. And the list goes on and on and on. Because of the Gospel, I am free to love and be loved, free to make mistakes and give grace, free to offer forgiveness and ask for forgiveness, and free to rest in Jesus Christ and all He has accomplished on my behalf. My life is full of joy, hope, grace, rest, forgiveness, and freedom through Jesus Christ! Friends, immerse yourself daily in the hope and beauty of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Be in the Word, post Scripture verses throughout your home and car, listen to music rich with Gospel truths, and read blogs and books that point your heart to the amazing gifts of joy and freedom found in Jesus!
I’m sure I could add much more to this list but I’ll stop for now! I am so grateful for the opportunity to be a mother on mission for Jesus Christ. I’m still continually learning each day of this motherhood experience. May God continue to teach us all as we grow in His grace through this journey of motherhood.
I’m sitting outside on my deck today enjoying the beautiful sunshine. The sky is Carolina blue with huge white puffy clouds. I can see the new rose bushes I planted this week, the rosemary plant the kids begged me to purchase (to be like “Meme”), the huge yellow African marigolds in my new planter, and the beautiful wave petunias that grace my deck. I’m smiling this afternoon as I write you this letter because you taught me to LOVE flowers. Every flower that I plant reminds me of you. And I miss you, Mom. Every. single. day.
Tears already fill my eyes as I try to write words here.
Yesterday I sat on my front steps of the porch and watched big tears roll down my oldest boy’s cheeks. I listened intently to the sadness in his voice as he expressed confusion and bitterness in losing his meme- my mom.
Summer is over and gone. Wow! I can hardly believe the kids are back in school. We had a pretty crazy summer. Our family experienced many joys but also many challenges. Let’s face it. Life on this earth is hard and full of many challenges. It is so easy to be overwhelmed with the daily struggles and pressures we face. Seasons of change drive us even more to our knees. Continue reading Encouraging Hearts→